der Wetter, ps1, loom of language

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so...today I took my meloncholy self to ps1, figuring I should make some use of this unexpected free time. They had up a great looking canopy in the courtyard...i guess there is a dance thing there on saturdays...inside I was mezmerized by a film by stan brakage...a loop of a birth that looked oh so painful and made me think of kimmie.

everything after that was strange especially the rest of the first floor which seemed to have a body fluids/oriface(sp?) theme...upstairs there were some prettier things...videos of surfing and neon chinese words for north south east and west. I tried copying thouse down since it goes along with what I've been reading in the Loom of Language.

LOL is a really amazing book that i highly recommend to anyone interested in languages or lingustics.

Tomorrow I go back to work at the bookstore...Hopefully without incident.

Our ceiling got fixed this week. It is so nice to go in there and not have debris falling from a gaping rat infested hole. Sigh.

je suis ici aujourd hui

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J'ai dix (vingt?)(minutes?)
je peut ecrir (avant?)(hasta?) (d'abord?) le Colbert Report/Daily Show
(que je L'aime)
despues...yo me voy...ir...ir...ir...aller
a el jardin...de communidad...il pleut audourdhui
je suis un peut triste...un petit triste est un peut triste
le travalille...est quoi?

disheartening?

I've been thinking about telepathy and am almost 100%
sure that my thoughts are being read...how crazy does this sound?
Can I read otherpeople's thoughts?
Maybe...I go back and forth trying to figure out
how much of this experience is technology (EL&M)
and how much is human nature.

nine minutes till Daily Show.

what else can I say...monday I started smoking again.
Tuesday I was given three day "bonus vacation"
I used these three days to do nothing but not smoke.

that amounted to sleeping, watching tv, eating and going to
coney island to lay on the beach and eat corn on the cob.
Mark that as a perfect
moment, Spaulding.

five minutes (justa?) le show quotidian.

What more can I say.
I still think about my X-boyfriend Tom as if
he would swoop down out of the sky one day
and go to coney island to eat coc w/ me.

But I know that is unlikely since he doesn't
even return my calls.

C'est deux!

exhaust exhaust exaustion

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ugh...I feel very stressed out by current events, the bed bugs, the roomate drama, the collapsing bathroom ceiling, lack of proceedure at work, a general sense of confusion, lonelyness, and turning 37...37...37. I'm going to try to see a doctor about dealing with all this stress.

Sabado en el parque

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So yesterday I rode my bike down to the bookstore and got copies of the four written repremands I have recieved since the day after Christmas day 2005 and deliver them to Horace at the UAW office. Horace was helpful and supportive. He recommended I file a grievence and ask to be compensated for lost pay. He gave me copies for myself and for Will. That reminds me I should call Will and see if he got those.

Upton Sinclair
The Jungle
NYSE
politics

I just can't believe it

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Suspension of...quoi? Dis-belief...THis belief...BE BE Bee leaf...Listening to Democracy Now on the day before my bonus day off. (Thank you Nancy for the petit vacance.) ooh...hot water boiling...I really am thankful if a bit confused. Z moved out and Bernardo and Eric and I are coping with this crumbling bathroom ceiling the hole has gotten much much bigger it's now half th bathroom cieling that is missing. We sent a letter to the {545 w 146 st Corp} letting them know we are not paying rent because of the absence of maintence which in this case is desperately needed.

Chaud Caliente et Caldo

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GOD MORGEN< IT"S HOt!
SO VERY HOT I'm dripping
in sweat...sweat is dripping down
me, rather...it is really so very hot
that I can't think of much else to
say other than, Jeseus! It's HOT!